It's weird. I have to really think about blogging beforehand nowadays. I don't just randomly get on and start writing like I used to. I have to force my brain into a blogging thought pattern--you know, where it's all coherent, because I can't type when it isn't coherent.

Earlier today, I was getting mentally trapped in memories of yesterday afternoon. It was an unplanned trip, but it was all worth it. Every last moment, every detail that caught me--it's all playing in my head over and over and over..... Sitting, watching Berserk... (How could something like watching Berserk be a sappy moment? Why, the "all-purpose sappy music", that's how.) Playing DDR... Cuddling on the couch after playing DDR... Having to say goodbye...

See, I can't blog this as precisely as I want, because 1) I'm in such a sappy state of mind that it's not safe for me to come out to anyone in detail about it, and 2) because words can't describe it all.

I've been busy tinkering away with self-building my own Firebird build. Mozilla Firebird's a great browser, and I'd recommend it to anyone who's willing to give up IE for something a bit smoother. Compiling my own build makes it run a bit faster on my computer, and it makes sure I've got the most up-to-date stuff... But it's a bit tricky, since I've never even really touched C++ programming, ever. At least I don't really need to know the programming language. Anyways, I've optimized the browser with Pentium-4 stuffs that aren't even supposed to be possible with the compiler program I'm using. I found a workaroudn to the problems I was having, and whee... It's awesome. At least this is keeping my curiousity and attention span for a while. I bet in about 2 weeks, I won't be tinkering anymore, and it'll just be normal for me to automatically build my own builds--I'm already setting up an autobuild script, lol.

I do the most pointless things, I swear.

Anyways, I'm thinking of getting Megan... I dunno. I basically thought too hard about it and screwed every idea I had. So I'll probably end up with getting her a cool t-shirt from Hot Topic or Sam Goody or somewhere; Happy Bunny might work. I dunno. Well, I plan on seeing her on Wednesday already, even though it might not happen--oh well, I'm planning and dying to go anyways. I'll give her her gift and card then. (If not, then on Saturday.) I also plan to maybe, um, call her up on Thursday morning? I know I'm going all-out for this. This week's chock-full of reasons (*ahem* excuses) to go out of my way for her, and see her or stuff. So it's worth it. You know, the fact that making her happy and being around her makes me happy. So yeah.

I've been sidetracked by some fairly good conversation with Chris and Megan. So I'm done here.