Life. Something that a ton of people I know would have very little experience in. Hunched over their keyboards and such for the entirety of their freetime, they have nothing going for them except the future, and use the present having effortless high marks at school, and do nothing else but waste their time away with entertainment.

Love. In general, it changes people. It can blind and confuse, twist and abuse the strongest people. Driving people to the point of blind rage and evil. In it's purest, truest form, it creates bonds that cannot be broken by human means. Not every one experiences love, but most have some form of bondage to someone or somethign in their life. Very few experience true love.

I stand here at a crossroads of my life, looking back on childhood, and forward to the future, and I'm not sure what the significance of where I've been and where I am is. Life's gotten simple, but yet, I'm not like everyone else. I stand generally as a loner, whilst still keeping friends in school. I'm social, but only to those I've known, or when there's no other options. I'm a slacker, but yet a great achiever. But I'm still waiting it out.

I'm living life to the extent where I feel like I'm not wasting my time; not yet, at least. I go to the mall a ton more frequently than quite a few people I know. I sitll play that old backyard football once in a while, and I've been known to sprint pretty fast.

I haven't loved, but I'm still waiting to find someone to truly relate to. Maybe I've found that person and don't know it. Maybe I passed up my shot. Maybe it's yet to come.

Life isn't as simple as it seems. Something inside me tells me I'm missing something. The only thing I find now that I'd had before was a motivation. A thing to dedicate my all to. The last time I had it was the biggest mistake I think I had in recent times. Maybe keeping it simple, quiet, and calm is better. I'm just riding out these winds.

Randomosity Tuesdays, Seriouslak

Indeed. I suddenly realized how bad having my mind blank after a Monday NIght Football Game is. No joke. It took me two and a half hours to figure out how to start a little math problem I could've and should've had done in like no more than 3 minutes. Seriously. Seriously indeed.

What's just as bad as losing my mind is losing my groove. Like, my usual daily patterns. I live off of having a routine. And this just threw me off, when I realized I'd put this off too long. (I mean, I had a week to work on this Honor's Problem thing, and it's only 2 problems long.) The fact that MNFootball and I'd forgotten most of this material from last year, only made things worse.

About a week and a day away from getting my well-deserved 4-day weekend. And then it's uphill to Christmas. School started early this year, so it's like, the end of the semester even before Winter Break. Which means 1) finals right before Christmas (good or bad thing....depends) and 2) no finals or projects over Winter Break for me to forget about and scrape together at the last moment. (Definitely good thing.)

Well, I'm tired. I'm out.

Live For The Moment, Die Another Day

[[Listening To: Utada Hikaru - Simple and Clean (Full English Version from Kingdom Hearts, End Cinematic)]]

Anyway. Been working on comic recently. Haven't done anything that amounts to anything with the comic, just yet.

Done the school thing, having hell with homework and such recently. Sleeping habits aren't so cool either. (I'm one of those guys who N33DS like, 9 hours of sleep.) So I've been fighting off a Monday Night Football Hangover most of the day. lol. Go Rams.

Before I lose more of my focus, I'll just say that I'm probably gonna get a webhost soon, from a good friend of mine. One that's hopefully a ton bettar than this crappy Keenspace thing that rarely, if ever, works. So that's more or less that. I'm planning ot use the existing Keenspace "autokeen" script to run the system, and/or modify stuff to make my own, and I'll probably have the 5w33tn355 up soon. If we're still working on the comic by then. Worry not, I'm on the prowl.

[[Playing: Kingdom Hearts]]
[[Listening To: Paul Oakenfold - Starry Eyed Surprise]]

Kingdom Hearts. Must play. Don't feel like saying anything. I'll rave about KH sometime later, when I give up trying to kill Riku.